counting the days.

Your love has awaken me. I am so glad to have the opportunity to meet you. Words can't describe how I felt when you are sick. It took my breathe away, left me stranded like a lost sheep. The love you gave me when I was giving up was the most precious thing I have ever received from a stranger. I was so amazed at your generosity, your willingness to serve as a mother for many. You are now a soft spot in my heart. It beats whenever my heart beats. Without me knowing it, I carved your name into my life and the chapter will never end. It will go long and interesting and have a happy ending. I know happy endings only happens in fairy tales but I believe in the word of the Lord. The Lord is my sheperd, I shall not be in want. He will bring deliverance and His glory will shine and last forever. He knows what is best for you, though sometimes reality is the most cruel thing a human can stand. Like me, broken hearted, praying that everything is nothing but a joke. I love you, mom, with all of my life. I don't make promises to anyone because I know I can't keep them. But now I will make a pinky promise to you that I will always love you, no matter where you are, no matter in what circumstances. Nothing can change the fact.

I will always love you.

Your daughter,

Hannah.