counting the days.

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I've never thought it would be so hard. If it was a few months ago,

I would have said:

So be it! It's not that you're very close to me...

But now I feel the difference,

when a friend leaves.

It may be that both of you aren't that close,

but you've grown so much to "rely" on your friend,

that one day when your friend is not there anymore,

you suddenly feel so lonely.

It's not that you always hang out with me, or vice versa.

But I feel that because we have already became friends,

your sudden absence became so awkward

Just like

the first day we met.

Life goes on.

You find your own path in life

and here I am

still struggling and drowning.

What SHOULD I do after Ausmat?

What can I do?

There's barely 6 months for me to decide...!

Part of me felt sad that you had to leave,

but because I see that you have found your passion in life, and

the glitter on your eyes when you start talking about it,

Maybe it's also for the better,

that you leave and chase after your dream.

I will miss you a lot my friend,

because I have gotten myself so used to seeing you everyday.

I do hope I get to see you again

and please make that day soon, please?

All the best my friend,

I am so happy for you